Post by Men of Skye on May 14, 2011 6:02:18 GMT -6
((SL - Slighted Faith begins with the after-effects of the events at Dungates Castle upon the relationships of Chloe and Shyvonne... and of Shyvonne and Mark.))
The snow crunched under her feet as she left the scene behind. Chloe crying and bleeding within the snow. It was a testament to how far gone into her mind she was. She never would have left anyone out in the snow, no matter what wrongs they had done her. She had not killed the bailiff although she had the manpower to do so. Funny that she and Iain did not cross paths as she went for the stables and he for Chloe. Her mind had been set to get the carriage and go home, however it did not turn out to be so. The carriage was left behind, one of the horses to carry it taken instead. This was one of those times she needed wind on her face.
She took off from the stables like a shot, her cloak billowing out behind her as she constantly gave a kick to the horses sides to spurn him faster. She was mindless of where she was going, heading away from the Academy rather than towards it. The truth was slow in sinking in, everything within her wanted to deny of the truths she had been told and it was not that her husband had sired a child in another but that he had lied, quite boldly in her face when confronted with it when he had been in the dungeon. Perhaps he thought himself to die and so had no need to tell of the truth, her mind reasoned and yet in her heart, she felt he did not trust her enough to tell her. In some ways she could understand his deceit, in order to protect Chloe, in order to protect the child from ridicule as Searc had done with Robin.
And Iain, had he known? Why would he choose to withhold this information from her? How many people had known, she wondered as the freezing wind bit at her face. Had her family known? No, they could not have known, or they would have strongly protested against her marriage to Mark. Or had they only served to keep quiet for her happiness? Oh, but the world seemed a tangle mess in this moment. What was up now was done, the whole world had gone topsy tirvy so that when she drew the horse into a stop, she could not fathom where she was, she did not recognize her surroundings. Her heat was pounding in her chest realizing now that she had gone insane for a moment. How could she hold a dagger on Chloe? How could she leave her in the snow like that? She prayed this was not a new battle to begin within her family when they had just found some semblance of peace.
Panting, her breath came out in pillows of smoke as she leaned down against the horse's neck and just let the world spin for a while. Night was slowly creeping in further, what light of sun had been left was now gone and the surroundings which had been confusing were not completely unrecognizable. For once she did not care that her body was shivering near to throwing her off the horse with cold. For once she wished the cold would consume her, for the pain in her heart, the pain and the rage, and so she made no move to find shelter, staying bent against the horse's neck, her ear pressed against the smooth side of the horse, she waited, for the cold to consume her as she prayed it would.
Miles away, at the Academy, Mark had just finished grooming the horses used in his classes. It would still be days before classes resumed from the Christmas break… soon Shy would convene the parent-teacher conferences to subside any fears of children being involved in the after-effects of the clan wars.
Mark put away the curry-combs, and as he closed the wooden case, a shiver crawled slowly up his spine… and overtook his neck… goose-flesh covered his arms, despite the wool and leather coat he wore. “Shyvonne??” his mind caught glimpses of two women fighting… and a cold, cold wind seemed to heighten the chill he wore under the coat. He resisted the urge to saddle a horse and ride to Dunsgate in search of his beloved.
As he turned around to look, a pain slammed inside his head that would send him immediately into unconsciousness.
The man covered in wolf fur, the head of a wolf hollowed out to fit his head, now stood over Mark, the muck-shovel in his hand. The man smirked as Mark did not move; the man having hit Mark in the head with the flat of the shovel. “Dun die, now… mae mistress would kill me if’n yae die… but Ah need a horse… they bae hot up’n mae heels they be…”
Moments later, the man disguised as a wolf led the horse out from the Academy, mounted and rode hard away. How could he had such easy access in and out of the Academy? Questions, with no evident answers. Or was there?
The night was moving fast, or perhaps it just seemed that way for the moon had moved across the night sky quarter of the way hitting the highest point in the Skye when Shyvonne finally found the strength to move again. Her body was stiff with cold, her fingers did not seem to want to grip the reins as she wanted them to, but where before she had been willing to let the cold consume her, now she was enflamed with rage and the will to fight. Sitting up on the horse, she moved still quite stiffly to look behind her and then forward again.
The light of moon cast a gentle glow across the grounds and still she could not place where she was. The wind was picking up the deeper pull of night, the wind was no longer freezing, it was a biting cold that stung on the cheeks. Pushing her feet against the stirrups, she sat up high off the saddle as if that would help her gain her surroundings when suddenly she felt a strike against her face. The force of the blow was hard enough to make her cry out, hard enough that she let go of the horse's reigns and tumbled to the ground. The horse, spooked by the cry, gave a whine and took off as Shyvonne landed upon her back in the snow.
Her vision was blurry, the pain in her head more unbearable then the biting cold and pinned her against the snow covered landscape. Groaning, she blinked the against the blurry vision searching right and left with her eyes of the source that had struck her, but she was alone. She managed to raise her head a centimeter from the ground only to have it crash down upon the snow again as she lost conciousness.
"LADY SHYVONNE!" A voice called out in the whipping wind and snow.
"LADY SHYVONNE!" The voice called again.
A figure emerged from the blinding snow atop a blackened mount, like a demon...or perhaps an angel from the darkness. Seeing the prone figure a few yard away, the figure dismounted from their horse and rushed over, kneeling into the snow.
"Shyvonne? Shyvonne?" Collum called with concern as his fingers hovered over the bruise all ready forming on her head. She did not respond, she did not move and for once the mans heart quickened from the thought she might be dead. Pressing his fingers against her neck, he felt a faint pulse and suddenly moved into account pulling the prone body of Shyvonne into his arms straining from her weight and cold. "Come on, lets get you out of this weather" He spoke though she could not hear him.
Standing still in the snow, he looked left and right before trekking back to the waiting horse. It was an effort, but he got her on the horse and then pulled himself up behind her.
It was a treacherous ride to find shelter but soon a cottage came in sight, no lights indicated its vacancy and he slowed the horse near the edge of the cottage and pushed himself off, stiff with cold himself, he pulled the prone body of the head mistress from the horse before going to the door and giving it a solid kick open.
"Don't you die on me" He groaned as he carried her inside. The Cottage was a wreck, barely anything was left inside but a cot with some furs and a broken down table and a single chair. Carrying her to the cot, he set her down then swiftly set to work bringing in a meager bag of supplies and starting a fire.
Moving to the cot, he knelt and touched gently at the woman's head, she was burning up. "Shyvonne?" He called to her again. Several seconds passed and with no response he took her hand into his own to find her hand frozen with cold. Sighing, he rubbed her hand between his own hand and then kissed her fingers trying to warm the flesh of her fingers against frosttbite.
Her body was freezing but her head was burning with fever. His mind was whirling, to provide her with heat would undoubtedly ward her away from frostbite but her head was already burning with fever. To provide her with heat would either starve the fever, or pull it through the rest of her body. Still, if he left her cold and with a raging fever, she would die and there was a good chance, if he warmed her, she would make it to morning so he could get her back to the Academy and in a Doctor’s care.
"Come on Shyvonne, stay with me now" He whispered as he pulled her up from the cot and began to undress her. One hand held her backside, holding her against him as the other hand awkwardly untied the back of her dress and pushed one shoulder off before shifting his free hand to holding her while the other hand now worked the other corner of her dress off. Laying her back down, he pulled the dress down her body waiting her face as her body shook from the removal of her clothing and still there was no sign of waking.
The icy wet clothing was draped over the single chair near the fire before he took the furs from the cot and laid them out on the floor and then returned to her. His own clothing was hastily removed before he dipped to take her into his arms, one hand cradling her neck while the other cradled below her knees and he brought her over to the furs laying her down on one end and pulling the other one upward over her body and his as he settled in beside her again using one hand to curl under her arm and pull the front of her body to his front of his own.
God only knew what Mark saw in his own unconsciousness, a man undressing his wife and then bringing her body to the furs were he laid her down as if a lover about to make love before a roaring fire for the man undressed and then pulled the woman close to him. What was her limp arm could be perceived of a lover’s touch as the man pulled her against him and her arm flopped to rest against the middle of his back seeming to caress the flesh underneath her fingers of his backside.
The truth was that Collum was trying to get her warm while they waited out the storm. There was no fire in his loins to take the prone woman, there was no fire in the man for the woman at all. Perhaps somewhat he had grown fond of the woman, her courage, and her fierceness when it came to those things she desired.
What was lost from the dream was Shyvonne unconscious call for her husband. "Mark... Mark.. Mark" She moaned over and over in her fevered unconsciousness with only Collum to soothe her that he would take her to the Academy in the morning when the storm passed, he praying she did not die in the night and spoil not only their plans, but his own for isle of Skye.
When Mark finally woke, he was no longer in the stables, but in his own bed, laying, fully clothed upon his side, a wet towel upon his forehead, a doctor looking at the wound on the back of his skull.
“M’lord… welcoom back… Ah worried the wound was great, boot Ah see yae ‘ave a hard head…” the physician smiled as he saw Mark awake… “Did yae see who hit yae? Ah saw the bloody shovel in the stables… and yer favorite horse absent. Apparently yae was in the wrong place at th wrong time…” the man gently questioned him in a teasing manner.
Mark groaned and lightly shook his head. “I saw no one…”
“Rest easy M’lord… Dunnae sleep for a while, let us see if the damage is greater than we expect… Pray tae A’mighty God, bae morn, all shall bae well…” then the doctor patted Mark’s hip as he exited the room.
Do not sleep? That is all Mark wished to do… but he tried to stay awake as per the doctor’s orders. But moments passed… and yet… sleep did take over him… or was it one of those detested visions?
Mark groaned… a simple word uttering from his lips… “Noooo…”
Then nothing… Damn these visions!! How could he be so connected to this woman? Was love so great? Or was she a witch and he so vexed? Caused by a drunken stupor, Portia and Chloestrain MacGregor were the only women he had sexual intercourse with since falling in love with Shyvonne… but was that ages ago was it not?… and now her visions haunted him? Maybe it was God’s revenge upon him. No longer was he the disreputable lover, bedding every woman he laid eyes upon… Shyvonne’s love had sent him upon the straight and narrow… And now she bedded another man? Damn these visions!!
With no consolation, he remembered the words Shyvonne spoke about the visions… “These visions… Sometimes, they are not truths… but only partial truths… be wary m’love of the wayward vision.”
Awareness... it was a funny thing. Especially when it came by slowly. The first awareness that hit, was the sound of a low popping in the fireplace, the acid smell of smoke clinging close by. The third awareness was feeling. The furs covering her body were soft, inviting and tickling. The last thing she was aware of, was pain and she resisted the urge to groan when the awareness of an arm around her body made her think Mark would jump out of bed if she displayed discomfort of any kind. Rolling forward, she felt the furs tickling at her belly as she cupped her palm against her aching head. It was several minutes before she began to realize that she was not in her bed but laying on the floor of a rather disheveled and dirty abandoned cottage.
Her body went ridged then. She could not remember what happened, for what seemed like an eternity, her mind ran through a blank between the Robin Hood attack and here. Through the pounding in her head, the memories came like flashes of angry lightening in the sky and she felt her heart squeeze painfully in her chest so that this time, she did finally let out a hiccup of a sob.
The body next to hers grunted and shifted under the covers of furs. "Lady Shyvonne?" Collum spoke and sat up, his face etched with worry as he brought a hand around her side and cupped her forehead and then he sighed as if relieved. "Your fevers broken. Let me see your head. Did you see who hit you?"
It was when Collum moved that the furs went with them and she realized that not only was she naked, but he was. Her cheeks flamed with life and she wrapped the furs around her front as his hand came to her head then beckoned her to turn around to check her head. "No one hit me..." she answered in a choke to hold back tears. She was not the crying sort, only once or twice in her life, not even when she had broken her wrist.
"Someone hit you...you have a nasty cut in the back here..." Collum spoke then touched her shoulder when she winced. "Sorry"
"An I'm bruised to hell and back, I feel it, but no one hit me, not back there...I...can't explain it.." Shyvonne answered and wrapped the furs tighter around her, holding one against her front to keep herself modest and another to her butt so she wasn't showcasing more skin then she had to.
Collum smirked, it was a childish grin that said he had seen everything she was trying to hide, and that he wasn't ashamed but the smile slid from his face at the scowl on her face and he turned her back to let her modestly get dressed. "So...tell me what happened."
Shyvonne was quiet as she gathered her clothing and slowly pulled it on. What was she going to do? She would never betray her family by outing Chloe's secret of Colleen father, besides, it really wasn't her secret to tell and it would not only humiliate her family but the children too. Even Robin’s parentage would be question after that and she loved that boy like he was her own. Had her family known of any of this? She couldn't imagine her mother and sister being pleased by her marriage had they known or perhaps, now that it was done, they wished not to humiliate her. And why had Mark chosen to lie to her? Was it a question or trust?
It seemed she hadn't heard Collum but really she ignored him as she dressed. When she was settled, head still pounding, she turned to find him partially dressed, his slacks own, his shirt coming on, she caught gash scars across his chest and winced. He had said he and his sister had a rough life, she hadn't realized how much. It made her seem pampered....which she was, and she knew it. "What happened when?" she asked but gave him no room to respond as she shook her head. "It's not important. How bad is the snow? I wish to get home to the Academy."
Collum moved to the window to peer out and then back as he tucked his shirt into his slacks. "S'not so bad, we can make it."
"Then let us be off. Please." Shyvonne responded and then caught his arm. "Collum...." She seemed to question to get him to look at her. "I...thank you..you saved my life."
"My pleasure, my lady" Collum responded with that childlike smirk on his face again and this time it earned him a jab of a fist in his shoulder.
The ride back gave her much time to think on what had happened but as much as she replayed the scene in her head, she still could not come up with a solution. Her hatred for Chloe had grown ten fold much as she felt guilt for... well kicking the woman's ass.
Searc had once told her that people had both good and evil in them. Shyvonne, while she had a temper, didn't think there was a mean bone in her body. The Robin Hood after all, wasn't evil but her way of fighting the injustice of poverty in the land as much as it was for the school and building it to a better learning environment for children but the hatred boiling in her stomach began to scare her for she felt her better judgement slipping away into a black nothingness that wanted to see pain inflicted in order for people to see the pain that had been inflicted upon her.
Perhaps her Nana had been right, as a child, she had told Shyvonne their family was cursed with unhappiness, that each member of the family had had to give apart of themselves in service to the family and Shyvonne felt a knew fear in her, that her heart was the thing she was sacrificing.
There was a great fanfare as they entered the gates which swung open with hesitation. The guards calling in surprise, a few running ahead to the school shouting 'Their back! Their back!'
Shyvonne pushed up behind Collum to look over his shoulder questioningly but he grinned sheepishly and Shyvonne felt there was something he was hiding from her but she pursed her lips hugging the furs that she had brought for warmth, closer around her.
"My Lady!" "Oh My Lady!" Two voices shouted in unison. Leigha and Liedan were running down the steps. Both had tears shining in their eyes as they ran to meet them as they came around the corner.
"We were so worried! A messenger came to say you had taken off shortly after arriving at Dunsgate and then there have been rumors of a... well… a Robin Hood... group... thing... attacking a caravan on the road. Oh we were so worried!" Liedan spoke as she helped Shyvonne down from the horse.
"News travels fast Liaden." Shyvonne spoke trying to muster some humor and finding none.
"My Lady, you have been gone two days" Liaden spoke looking confused.
"Two days?!" Shyvonne spoke in surprise and then winced as she rubbed at her still aching forward.
"My Lady, should I send for the physician?" It was Leigha quiet voice that spoke at Shyvonne elbow as the two women now grouped to help Shyvonne inside.
"No no Leigha, just a headache" Shyvonne consoled the worried woman.
"Oh my lady, I am so glad you're back safe and sound. The children will be arriving tomorrow so you best go upstairs and rest" Liaden fussed as the foursome headed inside and Liaden gave her a motherly shove towards the stairs while pulling Leigha with her muttering about fixing something to eat.
Two days… sometimes two days was a flash of time, lost in everything but memory… and other times, two days was an eternity. In that time, Mark had recovered from his head injury, but the affects from the visions. His beloved Shyvonne, laying naked beside a nude man… a man that was not he…
And such ponderance would fuel more destructive thoughts… He knew how Shyvonne was in the throes of intimacy… she made no qualms about screaming her pleasures… she could work the passion of love-making to make any man desire more… she had traits of passion that was indescribably animalistic at times, she had intimately mental and physical traits that could sexually please him, despite how his day had went… personal traits that only made Mark love her even more… personal traits that were THEIRS… and now he envisioned her sharing those things…things most personal to him and her… with someone else…
With Shy not returning as planned, he sent messengers to Dunsgate… only their return said she had oddly departed after an argument with Chloe… that was two days ago!! Now Mark had spent two full days… and three nights looking for Shyvonne in the deepest of snows… Mark did not know Collum was not at the Academy either, or his suspicions would have multiplied…
Day in, and day out… Mark searched… and it was on the third evening that a rider from the Academy found Mark’s camp. Mark was exhausted… and gave no sign to the rider as he rode up… He just glanced at who approached and laid back down, settling into his furs. “What is it Thomas?” was all he replied.
“M’Lord… Lady Shyvonne has been found…” the young man had stated.
Mark shot out of the furs, and began gathering his things… “Help me boy…” he spouted… and the pair began gathering Mark’s meager belongings… Within a few minutes, Thomas had gathered everything and piled it by Mark’s horse, who was now saddled. Soon both would be upon the trail back to Oisles…
The ride back was painful… and he feared the most… the loss of Shyvonne… for Thomas had described the lady’s battered and worn appearance…. And also, that Collum had been out looking for Lady Shyvonne as well.. and that it was he who found the lady… this did nothing but fuel Mark’s suspicion of the vision’s truth.
As the pair rode into Oisles… Collum met Mark at the stables and began explain, some… of the details of the rescue… but not all… Mark gave Collum the evil eye, and walked right passed him, with no words at all…
Shyvonne stood at the bottom of the stairs then, her hand on the banister for that fear had gripped at her heart again. That fear that there was a darkness inside her just waiting to be unleashed and it was her dreams, her want of everything, for the school, for the children, the heartache and pain that still pounded beneath her breast that was dangerously close to unlocking that ugly wrath.
Mark entered the building that would be their home over the Academy main meeting hall… and at the bottom of the stairs stood Shyvonne… His blue eyes locked to her mossy greens… there would be no words… but there was a definite strand of tension that ran deep… Though mere seconds, it seemed an eternity… then mark forced himself to look beyond the visions and moved to her.
Taking her into his arms… he whispered. “I was so afraid… I thought I had lost you…” and his arms tightened around her. “I love you so…”
The snow crunched under her feet as she left the scene behind. Chloe crying and bleeding within the snow. It was a testament to how far gone into her mind she was. She never would have left anyone out in the snow, no matter what wrongs they had done her. She had not killed the bailiff although she had the manpower to do so. Funny that she and Iain did not cross paths as she went for the stables and he for Chloe. Her mind had been set to get the carriage and go home, however it did not turn out to be so. The carriage was left behind, one of the horses to carry it taken instead. This was one of those times she needed wind on her face.
She took off from the stables like a shot, her cloak billowing out behind her as she constantly gave a kick to the horses sides to spurn him faster. She was mindless of where she was going, heading away from the Academy rather than towards it. The truth was slow in sinking in, everything within her wanted to deny of the truths she had been told and it was not that her husband had sired a child in another but that he had lied, quite boldly in her face when confronted with it when he had been in the dungeon. Perhaps he thought himself to die and so had no need to tell of the truth, her mind reasoned and yet in her heart, she felt he did not trust her enough to tell her. In some ways she could understand his deceit, in order to protect Chloe, in order to protect the child from ridicule as Searc had done with Robin.
And Iain, had he known? Why would he choose to withhold this information from her? How many people had known, she wondered as the freezing wind bit at her face. Had her family known? No, they could not have known, or they would have strongly protested against her marriage to Mark. Or had they only served to keep quiet for her happiness? Oh, but the world seemed a tangle mess in this moment. What was up now was done, the whole world had gone topsy tirvy so that when she drew the horse into a stop, she could not fathom where she was, she did not recognize her surroundings. Her heat was pounding in her chest realizing now that she had gone insane for a moment. How could she hold a dagger on Chloe? How could she leave her in the snow like that? She prayed this was not a new battle to begin within her family when they had just found some semblance of peace.
Panting, her breath came out in pillows of smoke as she leaned down against the horse's neck and just let the world spin for a while. Night was slowly creeping in further, what light of sun had been left was now gone and the surroundings which had been confusing were not completely unrecognizable. For once she did not care that her body was shivering near to throwing her off the horse with cold. For once she wished the cold would consume her, for the pain in her heart, the pain and the rage, and so she made no move to find shelter, staying bent against the horse's neck, her ear pressed against the smooth side of the horse, she waited, for the cold to consume her as she prayed it would.
Slighted Faith - Connections Unexplained
Miles away, at the Academy, Mark had just finished grooming the horses used in his classes. It would still be days before classes resumed from the Christmas break… soon Shy would convene the parent-teacher conferences to subside any fears of children being involved in the after-effects of the clan wars.
Mark put away the curry-combs, and as he closed the wooden case, a shiver crawled slowly up his spine… and overtook his neck… goose-flesh covered his arms, despite the wool and leather coat he wore. “Shyvonne??” his mind caught glimpses of two women fighting… and a cold, cold wind seemed to heighten the chill he wore under the coat. He resisted the urge to saddle a horse and ride to Dunsgate in search of his beloved.
As he turned around to look, a pain slammed inside his head that would send him immediately into unconsciousness.
The man covered in wolf fur, the head of a wolf hollowed out to fit his head, now stood over Mark, the muck-shovel in his hand. The man smirked as Mark did not move; the man having hit Mark in the head with the flat of the shovel. “Dun die, now… mae mistress would kill me if’n yae die… but Ah need a horse… they bae hot up’n mae heels they be…”
Moments later, the man disguised as a wolf led the horse out from the Academy, mounted and rode hard away. How could he had such easy access in and out of the Academy? Questions, with no evident answers. Or was there?
The night was moving fast, or perhaps it just seemed that way for the moon had moved across the night sky quarter of the way hitting the highest point in the Skye when Shyvonne finally found the strength to move again. Her body was stiff with cold, her fingers did not seem to want to grip the reins as she wanted them to, but where before she had been willing to let the cold consume her, now she was enflamed with rage and the will to fight. Sitting up on the horse, she moved still quite stiffly to look behind her and then forward again.
The light of moon cast a gentle glow across the grounds and still she could not place where she was. The wind was picking up the deeper pull of night, the wind was no longer freezing, it was a biting cold that stung on the cheeks. Pushing her feet against the stirrups, she sat up high off the saddle as if that would help her gain her surroundings when suddenly she felt a strike against her face. The force of the blow was hard enough to make her cry out, hard enough that she let go of the horse's reigns and tumbled to the ground. The horse, spooked by the cry, gave a whine and took off as Shyvonne landed upon her back in the snow.
Her vision was blurry, the pain in her head more unbearable then the biting cold and pinned her against the snow covered landscape. Groaning, she blinked the against the blurry vision searching right and left with her eyes of the source that had struck her, but she was alone. She managed to raise her head a centimeter from the ground only to have it crash down upon the snow again as she lost conciousness.
"LADY SHYVONNE!" A voice called out in the whipping wind and snow.
"LADY SHYVONNE!" The voice called again.
A figure emerged from the blinding snow atop a blackened mount, like a demon...or perhaps an angel from the darkness. Seeing the prone figure a few yard away, the figure dismounted from their horse and rushed over, kneeling into the snow.
"Shyvonne? Shyvonne?" Collum called with concern as his fingers hovered over the bruise all ready forming on her head. She did not respond, she did not move and for once the mans heart quickened from the thought she might be dead. Pressing his fingers against her neck, he felt a faint pulse and suddenly moved into account pulling the prone body of Shyvonne into his arms straining from her weight and cold. "Come on, lets get you out of this weather" He spoke though she could not hear him.
Standing still in the snow, he looked left and right before trekking back to the waiting horse. It was an effort, but he got her on the horse and then pulled himself up behind her.
It was a treacherous ride to find shelter but soon a cottage came in sight, no lights indicated its vacancy and he slowed the horse near the edge of the cottage and pushed himself off, stiff with cold himself, he pulled the prone body of the head mistress from the horse before going to the door and giving it a solid kick open.
"Don't you die on me" He groaned as he carried her inside. The Cottage was a wreck, barely anything was left inside but a cot with some furs and a broken down table and a single chair. Carrying her to the cot, he set her down then swiftly set to work bringing in a meager bag of supplies and starting a fire.
Moving to the cot, he knelt and touched gently at the woman's head, she was burning up. "Shyvonne?" He called to her again. Several seconds passed and with no response he took her hand into his own to find her hand frozen with cold. Sighing, he rubbed her hand between his own hand and then kissed her fingers trying to warm the flesh of her fingers against frosttbite.
Her body was freezing but her head was burning with fever. His mind was whirling, to provide her with heat would undoubtedly ward her away from frostbite but her head was already burning with fever. To provide her with heat would either starve the fever, or pull it through the rest of her body. Still, if he left her cold and with a raging fever, she would die and there was a good chance, if he warmed her, she would make it to morning so he could get her back to the Academy and in a Doctor’s care.
"Come on Shyvonne, stay with me now" He whispered as he pulled her up from the cot and began to undress her. One hand held her backside, holding her against him as the other hand awkwardly untied the back of her dress and pushed one shoulder off before shifting his free hand to holding her while the other hand now worked the other corner of her dress off. Laying her back down, he pulled the dress down her body waiting her face as her body shook from the removal of her clothing and still there was no sign of waking.
The icy wet clothing was draped over the single chair near the fire before he took the furs from the cot and laid them out on the floor and then returned to her. His own clothing was hastily removed before he dipped to take her into his arms, one hand cradling her neck while the other cradled below her knees and he brought her over to the furs laying her down on one end and pulling the other one upward over her body and his as he settled in beside her again using one hand to curl under her arm and pull the front of her body to his front of his own.
God only knew what Mark saw in his own unconsciousness, a man undressing his wife and then bringing her body to the furs were he laid her down as if a lover about to make love before a roaring fire for the man undressed and then pulled the woman close to him. What was her limp arm could be perceived of a lover’s touch as the man pulled her against him and her arm flopped to rest against the middle of his back seeming to caress the flesh underneath her fingers of his backside.
The truth was that Collum was trying to get her warm while they waited out the storm. There was no fire in his loins to take the prone woman, there was no fire in the man for the woman at all. Perhaps somewhat he had grown fond of the woman, her courage, and her fierceness when it came to those things she desired.
What was lost from the dream was Shyvonne unconscious call for her husband. "Mark... Mark.. Mark" She moaned over and over in her fevered unconsciousness with only Collum to soothe her that he would take her to the Academy in the morning when the storm passed, he praying she did not die in the night and spoil not only their plans, but his own for isle of Skye.
When Mark finally woke, he was no longer in the stables, but in his own bed, laying, fully clothed upon his side, a wet towel upon his forehead, a doctor looking at the wound on the back of his skull.
“M’lord… welcoom back… Ah worried the wound was great, boot Ah see yae ‘ave a hard head…” the physician smiled as he saw Mark awake… “Did yae see who hit yae? Ah saw the bloody shovel in the stables… and yer favorite horse absent. Apparently yae was in the wrong place at th wrong time…” the man gently questioned him in a teasing manner.
Mark groaned and lightly shook his head. “I saw no one…”
“Rest easy M’lord… Dunnae sleep for a while, let us see if the damage is greater than we expect… Pray tae A’mighty God, bae morn, all shall bae well…” then the doctor patted Mark’s hip as he exited the room.
Do not sleep? That is all Mark wished to do… but he tried to stay awake as per the doctor’s orders. But moments passed… and yet… sleep did take over him… or was it one of those detested visions?
A roaring fire… his beloved Shyvonne lie upon a cot waiting for the man… a man laying furs out upon the hearth. His hand reached out toward the man, but yet the vision continued… A man undressing his wife and then bringing her body to the furs were he laid her down as if a lover about to make love before a roaring fire… the man undressed, and then pulled the woman close to him…a lover’s touch as the man pulled her against him and seemed to caress the flesh underneath her fingers of his backside.
Mark groaned… a simple word uttering from his lips… “Noooo…”
Then nothing… Damn these visions!! How could he be so connected to this woman? Was love so great? Or was she a witch and he so vexed? Caused by a drunken stupor, Portia and Chloestrain MacGregor were the only women he had sexual intercourse with since falling in love with Shyvonne… but was that ages ago was it not?… and now her visions haunted him? Maybe it was God’s revenge upon him. No longer was he the disreputable lover, bedding every woman he laid eyes upon… Shyvonne’s love had sent him upon the straight and narrow… And now she bedded another man? Damn these visions!!
With no consolation, he remembered the words Shyvonne spoke about the visions… “These visions… Sometimes, they are not truths… but only partial truths… be wary m’love of the wayward vision.”
Awareness... it was a funny thing. Especially when it came by slowly. The first awareness that hit, was the sound of a low popping in the fireplace, the acid smell of smoke clinging close by. The third awareness was feeling. The furs covering her body were soft, inviting and tickling. The last thing she was aware of, was pain and she resisted the urge to groan when the awareness of an arm around her body made her think Mark would jump out of bed if she displayed discomfort of any kind. Rolling forward, she felt the furs tickling at her belly as she cupped her palm against her aching head. It was several minutes before she began to realize that she was not in her bed but laying on the floor of a rather disheveled and dirty abandoned cottage.
Her body went ridged then. She could not remember what happened, for what seemed like an eternity, her mind ran through a blank between the Robin Hood attack and here. Through the pounding in her head, the memories came like flashes of angry lightening in the sky and she felt her heart squeeze painfully in her chest so that this time, she did finally let out a hiccup of a sob.
The body next to hers grunted and shifted under the covers of furs. "Lady Shyvonne?" Collum spoke and sat up, his face etched with worry as he brought a hand around her side and cupped her forehead and then he sighed as if relieved. "Your fevers broken. Let me see your head. Did you see who hit you?"
It was when Collum moved that the furs went with them and she realized that not only was she naked, but he was. Her cheeks flamed with life and she wrapped the furs around her front as his hand came to her head then beckoned her to turn around to check her head. "No one hit me..." she answered in a choke to hold back tears. She was not the crying sort, only once or twice in her life, not even when she had broken her wrist.
"Someone hit you...you have a nasty cut in the back here..." Collum spoke then touched her shoulder when she winced. "Sorry"
"An I'm bruised to hell and back, I feel it, but no one hit me, not back there...I...can't explain it.." Shyvonne answered and wrapped the furs tighter around her, holding one against her front to keep herself modest and another to her butt so she wasn't showcasing more skin then she had to.
Collum smirked, it was a childish grin that said he had seen everything she was trying to hide, and that he wasn't ashamed but the smile slid from his face at the scowl on her face and he turned her back to let her modestly get dressed. "So...tell me what happened."
Shyvonne was quiet as she gathered her clothing and slowly pulled it on. What was she going to do? She would never betray her family by outing Chloe's secret of Colleen father, besides, it really wasn't her secret to tell and it would not only humiliate her family but the children too. Even Robin’s parentage would be question after that and she loved that boy like he was her own. Had her family known of any of this? She couldn't imagine her mother and sister being pleased by her marriage had they known or perhaps, now that it was done, they wished not to humiliate her. And why had Mark chosen to lie to her? Was it a question or trust?
It seemed she hadn't heard Collum but really she ignored him as she dressed. When she was settled, head still pounding, she turned to find him partially dressed, his slacks own, his shirt coming on, she caught gash scars across his chest and winced. He had said he and his sister had a rough life, she hadn't realized how much. It made her seem pampered....which she was, and she knew it. "What happened when?" she asked but gave him no room to respond as she shook her head. "It's not important. How bad is the snow? I wish to get home to the Academy."
Collum moved to the window to peer out and then back as he tucked his shirt into his slacks. "S'not so bad, we can make it."
"Then let us be off. Please." Shyvonne responded and then caught his arm. "Collum...." She seemed to question to get him to look at her. "I...thank you..you saved my life."
"My pleasure, my lady" Collum responded with that childlike smirk on his face again and this time it earned him a jab of a fist in his shoulder.
The ride back gave her much time to think on what had happened but as much as she replayed the scene in her head, she still could not come up with a solution. Her hatred for Chloe had grown ten fold much as she felt guilt for... well kicking the woman's ass.
Searc had once told her that people had both good and evil in them. Shyvonne, while she had a temper, didn't think there was a mean bone in her body. The Robin Hood after all, wasn't evil but her way of fighting the injustice of poverty in the land as much as it was for the school and building it to a better learning environment for children but the hatred boiling in her stomach began to scare her for she felt her better judgement slipping away into a black nothingness that wanted to see pain inflicted in order for people to see the pain that had been inflicted upon her.
Perhaps her Nana had been right, as a child, she had told Shyvonne their family was cursed with unhappiness, that each member of the family had had to give apart of themselves in service to the family and Shyvonne felt a knew fear in her, that her heart was the thing she was sacrificing.
There was a great fanfare as they entered the gates which swung open with hesitation. The guards calling in surprise, a few running ahead to the school shouting 'Their back! Their back!'
Shyvonne pushed up behind Collum to look over his shoulder questioningly but he grinned sheepishly and Shyvonne felt there was something he was hiding from her but she pursed her lips hugging the furs that she had brought for warmth, closer around her.
"My Lady!" "Oh My Lady!" Two voices shouted in unison. Leigha and Liedan were running down the steps. Both had tears shining in their eyes as they ran to meet them as they came around the corner.
"We were so worried! A messenger came to say you had taken off shortly after arriving at Dunsgate and then there have been rumors of a... well… a Robin Hood... group... thing... attacking a caravan on the road. Oh we were so worried!" Liedan spoke as she helped Shyvonne down from the horse.
"News travels fast Liaden." Shyvonne spoke trying to muster some humor and finding none.
"My Lady, you have been gone two days" Liaden spoke looking confused.
"Two days?!" Shyvonne spoke in surprise and then winced as she rubbed at her still aching forward.
"My Lady, should I send for the physician?" It was Leigha quiet voice that spoke at Shyvonne elbow as the two women now grouped to help Shyvonne inside.
"No no Leigha, just a headache" Shyvonne consoled the worried woman.
"Oh my lady, I am so glad you're back safe and sound. The children will be arriving tomorrow so you best go upstairs and rest" Liaden fussed as the foursome headed inside and Liaden gave her a motherly shove towards the stairs while pulling Leigha with her muttering about fixing something to eat.
Two days… sometimes two days was a flash of time, lost in everything but memory… and other times, two days was an eternity. In that time, Mark had recovered from his head injury, but the affects from the visions. His beloved Shyvonne, laying naked beside a nude man… a man that was not he…
And such ponderance would fuel more destructive thoughts… He knew how Shyvonne was in the throes of intimacy… she made no qualms about screaming her pleasures… she could work the passion of love-making to make any man desire more… she had traits of passion that was indescribably animalistic at times, she had intimately mental and physical traits that could sexually please him, despite how his day had went… personal traits that only made Mark love her even more… personal traits that were THEIRS… and now he envisioned her sharing those things…things most personal to him and her… with someone else…
With Shy not returning as planned, he sent messengers to Dunsgate… only their return said she had oddly departed after an argument with Chloe… that was two days ago!! Now Mark had spent two full days… and three nights looking for Shyvonne in the deepest of snows… Mark did not know Collum was not at the Academy either, or his suspicions would have multiplied…
Day in, and day out… Mark searched… and it was on the third evening that a rider from the Academy found Mark’s camp. Mark was exhausted… and gave no sign to the rider as he rode up… He just glanced at who approached and laid back down, settling into his furs. “What is it Thomas?” was all he replied.
“M’Lord… Lady Shyvonne has been found…” the young man had stated.
Mark shot out of the furs, and began gathering his things… “Help me boy…” he spouted… and the pair began gathering Mark’s meager belongings… Within a few minutes, Thomas had gathered everything and piled it by Mark’s horse, who was now saddled. Soon both would be upon the trail back to Oisles…
The ride back was painful… and he feared the most… the loss of Shyvonne… for Thomas had described the lady’s battered and worn appearance…. And also, that Collum had been out looking for Lady Shyvonne as well.. and that it was he who found the lady… this did nothing but fuel Mark’s suspicion of the vision’s truth.
As the pair rode into Oisles… Collum met Mark at the stables and began explain, some… of the details of the rescue… but not all… Mark gave Collum the evil eye, and walked right passed him, with no words at all…
Shyvonne stood at the bottom of the stairs then, her hand on the banister for that fear had gripped at her heart again. That fear that there was a darkness inside her just waiting to be unleashed and it was her dreams, her want of everything, for the school, for the children, the heartache and pain that still pounded beneath her breast that was dangerously close to unlocking that ugly wrath.
Mark entered the building that would be their home over the Academy main meeting hall… and at the bottom of the stairs stood Shyvonne… His blue eyes locked to her mossy greens… there would be no words… but there was a definite strand of tension that ran deep… Though mere seconds, it seemed an eternity… then mark forced himself to look beyond the visions and moved to her.
Taking her into his arms… he whispered. “I was so afraid… I thought I had lost you…” and his arms tightened around her. “I love you so…”