Post by Janice Olivia Monroe on Sept 24, 2010 23:58:32 GMT -6
Looking for Books, Talking of God
of fear and doubt, of science and supersticion, what believe you?
of fear and doubt, of science and supersticion, what believe you?
Brother Diarmuid O'Corrain:
One wondered, what did those who made their way through the streets of Bryante Row make of the black specter that even now moved amongst them? The cowled figure even now moved between the rain drops, sheltering now and again underneath the awnings of shops and stalls. As Brother Diarmuid sheltered now underneath the awning that sheltered the entrance to the book vendor's shop. "Ah well," He breathed, "I am sorry to have brought you out on such a cold day...." His comments were addressed to what he even now held in what sheltered his arms. Claire, the small and soggy creature of fur. The pitiful creature sniffled up at him. There was a shake of his head, as he looked at the closed bookshop. There had been a rumor that the book vendor had a copy of Liber Razielis Archangeli (1*) one of the great grimoires of the day. (D)
Julian Monroe
The lights on the humble bookkeepers home were warm and welcome as there had never been a day of rain indoors. The fire that burned in the hearth was hot enough that the door remained open, and while Julian worked upstairs. All would not be lost to the Brother should he continue on. On this day Julian kept with his casual attire of brown tweed slacks, with an ivory shirt tucked under the braces, and the sleeves rolled past his wrists. He combed his hair over one eye, a rather odd fashion for a man of the era, but this boy should have been born in the 1920s with his mind the way it worked. In the very moment he was in the attic that had been made his own working alone while his wife tended to whatever she pleased. He almost had it..just one..more..twist. The object in his hand would explode with parts as tightly wound gears suddenly burst from the pressure and Julian would toss the damn thing on the table. (d
Janice Viscreed
"Mmm.." the blue eyes turned upward from her floor level study as up in the attic becoming no less than the second tower of the man who was raised by deAquitaine, something did not go to parr. She shook her ehad, knowing it would be sound she'd become accustomed to as time went by. An open book was on the table between her hands and magnifying lenses. A pair of narrowed spectacles sat on her nose, being pushed uponce again as they fell down while she carefully sewed a chapter back down in the bound spine. Pity her endevors were so much more successful (it resulted in a cleaner study). While the open door allowed in the fresh air, it was also bringing in a sudden burst of rain. With a shawl about her shoulders she took herself to the doorframe. A gray thick as the sky above was in her clothes save for the white peek of underskirts beneath whipped to life as she peered just round the door. Whom would be out on such a day? She would have only shut the door if she hadn't seen someone down at her life's work. "Excuse me, sir, I am sorry we are closed today -- oh..OH..Brother O'Corrain? Whatever are you doing out on a day like this please, come here!" (d)
Brother Diarmuid O'Corrain
In truth, Brother Diarmuid had turned as though had been ready to leave. There was a smile down at his soggy kitten, "Come on.... I shall get us back to our rooms and you a nice bowl of warm milk...." There was a smile, a soft laugh, "Perhaps that shall be suitable penance and you'll not be cranky at me." The kitten looked at him, a rather dubious expression upon her features. Then Claire promptly sneezed at him. There was a pause, as Brother Diarmuid heard a voice. There was a smile, as he turned toward the voice. "Good afternoon, Lady Viscreed! I am sorry to have darkened your door step... I had heard that you have the Liber Razielis Archangeli?" There was a pause, as he glanced to her bookshop. "I had thought that you were closed...forgive me..." (D)
Julian Monroe
Seated at his desk, Julian had let his mind wonder through the worlds beneath his feet while his attention remained on what was the clock, but suddenly the air chilled around him as the Brother passed through the door below them and he shivered. It was the draft from the window that caused him to rise from his seat and close it right? When he moved to close the pane, he heard the man's voice at the door and stood still listening..what part of closed did he not understand? Moving to the mirror he would correct his hair before making his way down, only to stop once more...he looked so worn, but had slept most of the night.The dark circles under his eyes were enough to shadow his entire face, and the red rim of his strained whites would cause him to rub at them before he took to the stairs to join Janice. He had gotten as far as he would go on this day. Monroe would say nothing to the man, but remain in the door way with his shoulder pressed to the frame as he watched his wife..could she not turn him away? (d
Janice Viscreed
"No, the shop is closed my out of practiciality some things I do not house there. Such a book. Get out of the rain, come!" No, apparently her generosity knew no bounds for one of the household. He was all but ushered in the house with physical insistance. The woman tsked and tutted over his state, "You are sodden, you'll catch cold!" As if her habit of standing in the rain or open doors on cold days would do not the same, but she was dry for all of it, and warmed. She looked at Julian as she brought the friar in the tale in her eyes saying she could not turn down such a man, let alone one whom asked for what he asked for in the broad open. "Brother Diarmuid O'Corrain, this is Julian Monroe." A man had come down from the upper rooms to near all but bar him from the doorway, "Julian, Brother O'Corrain, he is Master Laurence's spiriual presence in the house. Julian is the apprentice of Master deAqutaine, arecent edition to Master Laurence, and my heart." It came out so easily! Too easy? Priests were born to silence in confessions. Once the door was closed she went about the house on auto-pilot, seeking out a blanket for him,a towel, two, given he came with a tiny being. "Brother O'Corrain, I am not going to describe the work other than it is a book said to be written by the Arch-Angel Raziel, That is interesting reading given it is beyond the categories of Saints, Theology, and Christian study. It is a work of Jews. You really are looking for the Liber Razielis Archangeli, won't you come sit by the fire, in the sitting room, this way. " Blue eyes looked at her husband's red rimmed ones with a spark of curiosity, the spark that knowledge lit in a woman they deemed unholy. "You should come too, Julian, you haven't eaten or had anything to drink." (d)
Brother Diarmuid O'Corrain
It was a shame that the Julian was of such a bent as to send Brother Diarmuid away, for everyone knew that those who turned away wandering holy men went to that special circle of Hell.... the one reserved for pedophiles and those who slept during Mass. Brother Diarmuid smile quietly, "My thanks to you, milady." As Brother Diarmuid spoke to the Lady Viscreed, he could not help but catch sight of Julian darkening the door way over Jancie's shoulder. Quietly, he met Janice's gaze. A soft smile and a incline of his head, for he had remembered what she had asked of him. "I met his acquaintance only fleetingly, milady." There would be a broad smile to Julian, "A blessed day to Master Monroe. How fare you?" Ah, so this was indeed the young man that she cared for. "Thank you, milady...and I thank you kindly for speaking of the book to me." There was a slight smile, "Too many are afraid of the Hounds of God to do so openly." Aside from a bit of Latin wordplay on the name of the order, the Dominicans were known for more sinister purpose: for they were the body of the Holy Roman Inquisition. Brother Diarmuid offered a half-bow to Janice, and would follow her toward the sitting area. When he received a towel, his first task was to bundle Clarie into one before sitting her upon the floor. Then he would see to drying himself, before sitting in a chair. (D)
Julian Monroe
Julian had a quiet voice, always had, but his refusal of the meal was spoken soft enough it would be hard for any other to hear, "I am not hungry." He would look to his wife, "But thank you." In this moment he was content where he was watching them move from one room to the other, until he felt a hand touch his shoulder from up the stairs to only be met with nothing when he looked back from where he came. His eyes were dry, this was all from lazy lids that did not want to water, and the strain from reading. This was all right? The talk of the Holy objects made his chest ache, until he felt as though the claws that scratched under his ribs would bleed soon. This would cause him to snap back to reality and answer the brother, "I am well. Thank you for asking."Moving to take a seat he would lean forward across from the man, letting the sparrow dangle about his neck while he looked the brother over, "So you are after a book then? Then you will be on your way?" Wasn't intended to be rude really, Julian just wasn't a social person, and frankly didn't know what was right and wrong by way of conversation--he was an awkward child. (d
Janice Viscreed
Bustled excitement brought him inside the warm roost of Viscreed-Monroe, only for it to settle in a sublime after-glow of lesson's first recitation. Enamoured with the prospect of fetching his chosen text she replied to the subtext of the last statement. "It is a secular monarchy in a sense, which gives many who are open much relief, but still it is dangerous yes. If some of the books, such as the one you asked for, were so often and so publicly sought there would be burnings of books and people with them. On the continent you would be praying for the last salvation of my soul. But, fortunatly" the morbid message fell away as she smiled a little lighter "we are not on the continent and being within the Order one must archive more than paltry histories. I will go in to my study to fetch it for you, and return with some warm cider." His disbelief swung like the sparrow on his neck, she thought. A part of him she felt still believed, which was why he was all the more terrified of the possibility of supersticion playing real. The ice-blue ribbon returned today, the original holder of the little Spanish silver sparrow. It was seen as she pulled her unbound hair over her shoulder, for she had no business to conduct or so it was thought. (d)
Brother Diarmuid O'Corrain
Brother Diarmuid shook his head quietly, "It weighs my heart that such hysteria has been fueled by such none sense as witchery and superstition...." Did that strike his hosts as odd, that a man of God should decry 'witchery' as
none sense? It seemed as though he did not hold with Pope John XXII's recent bull on the matter. And yet, he in the same breath asked for the Liber Razielis Archangeli. There had been a cant of his head, ".... Yes, that is so." There was a smile, "...would it be alright if I took a moment to warm my bones first?" Down at his feet, Clarie slowly emerged from the towel that Brother Diarmuid had wrapped her in - now clearly little more than four legged puff ball - her eyes on Julian.... or so it seemed. Clarie began her stalking game, heading toward Julian. Abruptly, she would hesitate . "Mew?" Said the kitteh. Then she pranced happily over to Julian's feet and stared up at him with such plaintive eyes. After all, the floor was cold....and Julain really didn't expect her to go all the way back to her towel, did he? (D)
Julian Monroe
"Stay as long as you like." He spoke softly, while the cat pranced about his feet he would move to run his fingers over the back of the kitty with a little smile. He had a soft spot for many things, and perhaps was a cruel man by words. However, he was in fact human after all. Did they expect him to be mean? Julian had thin long fingers that were perfect for scratching behind ears. It was strange to hear the brother talk of witchery and superstition. It would be then Julian would finally find his way into the conversation, simply unable to help it, "So you don't believe? Or you do?" It baffled him to no end, "Because without the other wouldn't your kind be out of business?" It was clear across the small scars over Julian's hands that he had been struck many times in school, but no stick could cut as deep as the scars on the underside of his wrists from a tormented past few years. (d
Janice Viscreed
The talk of the men reached amazed ears as he outwardly voiced his disproval of a new edict from the Pope. Many could share such, but who spoke it aloud when the people in his service believed the Pope to be the representation ofGod's will, the successor of St. Peter? All belivers were to some degree comfortable with any given thing that deemed them heretics in one way or another, she thought. She didn't interrupt the coversation on her return with a tray of steaming beverages and the requisite texts, yet two copies she brought instead of one. She knew how to be in the background, easily forgotten. Shades of gray girl gave each man a cup of cider before taking her own, sitting near Julian as the pair of them spoke. Julian's question would be as interesting an answer as Diarmuid's last statement (d)
Brother Diarmuid O'Corrain
Brother Diarmuid hesitated for a moment, before he smiled softly. There was little doubt that he had opened himself up for that question, and would not be cross at Julian for asking it. After a careful moment to consider, the good brother at last said, "...Would you clarify, young master, what you ask of me?" There was a smile, "Do you ask if I believe in the Lord God, Christ the Savior, all the Saints, and the angelic choirs?" There was a smile, "Or do you ask if I believe in such talk of hexing, scyring the future, and skin changing?" After a few moments, he said, "I have many years upon you, young master, and the lady as well...I have seen much in my time." Quietly, he rubbed at his chin. "During my sojourn from Rhodes to here, I had occasion to stay in one of my Order's preceptories in France. There was a young man there, much taken with the holy fervor and zeal... Prone to falling into spiritual visions and such. On a holy day, he fell in to such a trance and convulsed from hither and yon....before rising with two bloody holes in the palm of his hand. There many who believed that he had exhibited sings of Stigmata." There was a moments pause, a sigh, ".....I denounced him as a fraud. The easiest way in doing so, was to point out that he bore the wounds suffered by Christ in the wrong places." Brother Diarmuid would hold up his left hand, pointing at the palm with his right. "Any nail driven here would simply tear through the flesh and the hand would be free. To crucify someone, you would place a block of wood - here -" and he pointed at his left wrist "And drive the nail through. It supports the wrist, keeping the arms in place" Such was a doctor's view. There was an odd smile, ".....that I had seen him push nails through his hands while he thrash around on the floor did not help matters...."After a moment's thought, he said, "I am inclined to see the workings of God in the smaller miracles.... the ones noticed by only a few. I can remember, when I reached majority, being called to the aide of a young girl who had fallen in to a mill pound. When I reached her, she was clearly dead... had been, it appeared, for some minutes. And yet....and yet... as I put my hand on her chest, life came to her. She coughed up the water in lungs and could fathom why we all wept with relief." There was another moment's pause, "As for the presence.... It is without debate that there is much evil in the world. But I find it hard to credence that demons are involved when a man known to have an over fondness to drink, beats his wife and wee child to death. That speaks of a man who does not wish to accept the consequences of his own actions." There was a pause, "....And yet, I am reminded of a most horrifying event from my life. When I first took up arms in the name of God, it was not to battle the Moors... But to aide the local reeve in Clontarf. It was widely believed that some animal was on the loose, for there had been threebodies found over the course of some months heavily chewed. As we beat the bush, a huntsman soon disclosed that the tracks we followed... were of mortal make. With his aide, we found our quarry. It was a mad and feral man.... engaged in acts unspeakable." It was still burned raw in to his mind, how they had discovered the man eating the entrails of freshly killed child. "We subdued him and brought him to trail.... where he in a voice not his own, swore his undying allegiance to the Adversary, and - before the eyes of witness - showed welts that appeared when none touched him." He was quiet again, "I do not doubt he was the Devil's man.... The reeve broke him on the wheel, before executing him." He met Julian's gaze, "I do believe that there is great good and great evil in this world.... and that there are agents beyond our keen carrying out such acts... But they are more likely to be the acts of one man to aide or hinder another, than they the workings of the infernal or the divine." (D)
Julian Monroe
Julian would leave the cat for now, as the conversation pulled him in, "But that is easily explained." It was not a threat, or any form of forward--his answer simply was, "When water fills the lungs even the smallest of stimulation can trigger that reaction when the chest has pressure. Jean-Claude explained it as a pulse that the body feels. He lectures most often about it, and how the body reacts to touch. That wasn't a miracle by divine nature." Julian would laugh at the man then lightly, "You just touched the right spot." He shook his head, "The welts, that was just a sickness of the blood when its too thin even the smallest of touch can trigger horrible discoloration. If you say he was out of his mind? That too can be a sickness, a weak mind..not some possession." No, he would shake his head. Why did this subject keep coming up? His pale eyes swept to Janice who seemed far too quiet before returning back to the Brother, "Its not possible." (d
Janice Viscreed
"I feel that the Church does little to further science because it is easier to win converns, even if they are not of true heart, for fear mongering and supersticion. It is a cruel representation of God." Startling for a girl who lived an order founded of a woman who experienced the opposite of dark fear, but fear of God's radiant beauty. She sipped at her beverage before offering more of her opinion "In my studies of the last few years I have taken to reading the work of the Jews, who's God is not only terrible but beautific, brilliant, he experiences sorrow, loss, jealousy, pain, the true image of that which he created. The Rabbi's go so far as to make commentary on the Torah itself and their works are considered sacred study, and other works, like the one you sought. Why are others free to argue yet Christians do only to the point where one must be superior unto the other? There are even legends concerning demons, such as the first wife of Adam, Lilith." There was another besides eve "It is said she spurned her husband, thus was turned away from paradise and lay with demons thus spawning demon things. They too have talk of possession. Within a Christian context, I find that the spiritual is itself..I do not mean to be blasphmous brother, almost unto its own science itself. We shall not leave in an age where the two intermarry I fear. Pagan religions have also dealt with this subject, I find I hold both opinions. Some use it as a cover for mental sickness, physical things..a way to lay seige, doubt, blame and fear. It's irreprehensible. Yet, I do too believe that some are touched by the divine on each end in ways man struggles to understand and few men do.""The book you ask for now could easily see you burned..but it is another man's revelation, his thought. Here.." She passed it to him "This is a Latin translation, but I took it upon myself to bring out another should you prefer or be able to read it. It is a Hebrew translation, I completed it a year ago. I find the Hebrew gives more justice to the writing than the Latin." Both copies were passed to him for review. So it was laid out that Julian was a man of science, Diarmuid a priest with a mind for imperical deduction, and Janice in any other company a woman with too full of a head who would have been thrown on a pyre for more than being the child of Jewish heritage, but a near gnostic from her studies. (d)
Brother Diarmuid O'Corrain
Brother Diarmuid would smile quietly, canting his head, "You asked of my beliefs, Master Monroe....and I have done so. I have also told you of how I have witnessed, with mine own eyes, such events as to give credence to them...." There was a gentle shrug, "I only pray that you will consider my words fully...before you make light of them." It seemed a fair request, did it not? "As to the human body, I will ask but this: is it not a wondrous thing, which shows the love of the Lord God in it? For even if what you say is true, then it was marvelous that but a touch can bring both life....and discoloration." When the books were turned over, he would consider each before at last hand the Lady Viscreed's Hebrew version of the Liber Razielis Archangeli to her care. "I thank you, but unfortunately I cannot read Hebrew that well...." Speaking it, however, was another matter. There was a smile, "If you shall forgive me, I must excuse myself.... I see that the rain has stopped. And I would take advantage of it for my return to the Hall." And he would rise. And yet, as they had talked of empirical logic, the supernatural forces around, and the state of religion...Clarie had been far too busy occupying herself with mewing and meowing at Julian, trying to get her to pick him up. If he had relented during their talk, Clarie had played the game 'swat the dove' with Julain's necklace. Only toward the end, would she grow tired of it....and fix her attention on something beyond Julian's shoulder. (D)
Julian Monroe
His eyes grew distant as he listened and they glazed with the blankness that had been there before, as the passions died away. His drink had gone untouched, until he turned it back towards Janice. "Take this away." It was very strange for him to be so, but when his eyes met the Brother's again they were just as red as they were before with the dark circles beneath them. "I've already forgotten your words, Brother. How could I make light of them?" He spoke through a cant in his head that would cause his dry tone to sound sarcastic almost. He heard Hebrew words in his head Ain Davar K'Zeh..Ain Davar K'Zeh..It didn't exist, but what? What didn't exist? Was it scary to realize that he could think such a phrase and know what it meant? Yes. However, his eyes trained on the fire as the flames lapped at the sides until his eyes started to burn again from the lack of moisture. (d
Janice Viscreed
She accepted Julian's drink, a silent worry for him unexpressed on the air because he had hardly taken anything to eat or drink at all, and by the evening would have been awake for what equated to a full day. She stood upwards as see the Friar to the door " Thank you for visiting today, it was nice to have such a conversation. Broke up the gray in the day. Enjoy your book, Brother O'Corrain. Perhaps you will come by again when it moves you, then you can see the shop, I am sorry you had to come on such a day, if you don't hurry it may rain again. Scotland is terrible." She had taken the cup with her so that she might stop to place it in the kitchen. Along the way she would peer down at his small four legged companion. "And you too, little mistresses. You even keep a cat. They consider them to be the consorts of the devil now, because of the Plague. Fantacism is the worst disease I think in the Church." Her 'heretical' education over the years she felt brought her closer to the true nature of God though many thought their own did the same. Perhaps if more people talked they'd have no need for Crusades, stakes to burn on, beat on. Means to torment and torchure. "Now that I see this side of you, I see why the Madame favors you so. It is not everyday a man reads such books, ministers to the underdark, goes toe to toe with Peregrine or keeps a cat." (d)
Brother Diarmuid O'Corrain
There was a nod, a sad smile, "On that note, milady....I find that I agree with you. Fanaticism is the worst disease... both in the Church and of it." For he knew, first hand, how the Church could just as easily whip the faithful up against the outsider.... than guide the faithful in aiding their fellow man. There was a smile, as she commented on his cat. "Mmm. I am sure that even my superiors would not look down upon the keeping of a tabby.... for do you see the mark upon Clarie's brow?" As he scratched Clarie between her ears, he would gently indicate the 'M' pattern on her forehead. Ever the attention-seeker, Clarie simply purred happily at being scratched in her favorite spot and having the pair of two leggers fawn over her. "It is the sign of the Virgin Mary's blessing. Or so folklore would have it known.... When Christ was but a child, it is said that the Devil sent a poisonous serpent to attack Him... The plot was foiled, when the serpent was attacked and slain by a cat. The Holy Mother touched the cat upon its forehead, giving it this mark... She also caressed it, in thanks...." Brother Dairmuid indicated the three brown streaks of fur running down the conceited furball's back. Before he would depart, he would look to Julian. "Master Monroe....perhaps, one day, you might call on me? I would hear *your* beliefs..... not the beliefs of your Master." Why, when Brother Diarmuid looked at Julian, was he reminded of John 20:24 - 29? There was a smile, as he looked to the Lady Viscreed. "Thank you.... and I shall return the book as soon as I am able." Quiet simply, the good brother could not afford the cost of owning a book.... poor vow or no. (D)
Julian Monroe
The Brother's words struck him, pulling him from his thoughts. He wanted to hear his beliefs? They were simple really. He didn't believe. He didn't believe in anything, because it could not be felt, but in truth he could not feel anything at all. How was it even able to exist because only one person witnessed an event like John? The hands of thousands touched that text and tore at it. Without another word Julian moved from the chair to climb the stairs once more, to return to his work. The Brother had his work cut out for him, and perhaps he should hang onto his faith. (d
Janice Viscreed
She watched Julian ascend the stairs wondering what circled through his mind before coming to the good friar once more "Keep it, it's yours. I have another in Latin, and my translation in Hebrew. I keep books and letters and they keep me. If you will excuse me I wish to see after Julian." In their discussion of faith was it obvious to the friar other objects of faith some would find debatable? The ease at which Julian had descended the steps to begin with and the comfort in each sitting side by side in the parlor? Fingers touched the tiny sparrow, pressing it to her heart with the cross touched by her lower palm. "I will keep close the legend of the tabby, that is a beautiful story. Given the letter M." M for Mary. M for Monroe. She opened the door for the friar so he could find his way out in to the world again, leaving the pair of them to the world no one else saw (d)
Julian Monroe
Julian had not continued up the stairs very far, but would stay there where the room she called theirs. On the edge of the bed he would curl up his back facing the door, and shivered as if he were cold. The entire day had torn his insides out, and the all the talk of God had his head spinning. He was hungry but could not force himself to sleep, thirsty but could not drink, and most of all so very tired he could not sleep. It was there in his hand did he have the bottle Claramae had given him with instructions on how much he should take. If he consumed the entire bottle it would kill him, but all he could think about was turning the whole thing back. (d
Janice Viscreed
Janice shut the door in silence behind her before moving from whatever project consumed her attention before to look in on Julian. He hadn't gone back to the addict, so she turned to the bedroom only to find him shivering despite the battle against autumn wind's bested in their homes. Almost instantly she went to him without thinking, wrapping the quilt from the head of the bed around his shoulders before kneeling down in front of him. Could he read the worry in his wife's eyes like one of her open, treasured books? What do I have to do, what do you need to be alright..I can not lose you.."Sweetheart.." She whispered a she had the world love that late morning when he had asked her to go to Spain again. The bottle in his hand would be the key, wouldn't it? Claramae was skilled having kept herself alive for years in the absence of someone else with the same hands, mind, and will to do it. "You can't do this to yourself..you have been up all night, and all day." Hands rubbed at his knees (d)
Julian Monroe
It took her words for his eyes that focused out the window to even realize she was there as they set on her, did the room get colder? Thankful for the blanket as he was on his side facing the window they would not be very far from the other, "I'm tired, Janice, but I can't sleep." Out from under the blanket he would show her the bottle that Claramae gave him. "I'm just tired is all, Janice. My mind won't shut off. I'm fine." Then he truly did sound annoyed with her. "That will help." He was waiting for it to. It would turn off the voices, and the laughter. It would turn off the hungry wolves he heard dancing around in his sleep. Julian didn't believe in God, but he believed in Faith--he had faith in Claramae. (d
Janice Viscreed
"Yes, I believe so.. I do not mean to be a hinderance to you." He had not sounded short with her for a time, though arguing was an occurrence that was as often as their happiness. A healthy banter between them save when either dug too hard. She had been so shaken after Jean-Claude's visit that she hoped someone might speak with him, at least dialouge on God so if he would not believe, it would not disturb him so. She worried of it for her devotionals were daily. She rose from her knees and went to sit at the vanity in order to run a brush through her hair. "Do you wish me to go?" Maybe he would sleep if what irratated him, his zealous little Christ-scholar, was not about? She only wanted him to eat, to sleep. She wanted his sarcasm bitter coupled with his honey sweet. He just looked as if he were in a battle he wasn't winning. It broke her heart, but she had no intention of laying down her arms and leaving him abandoned. "I could let you have the room to yourself for a bit if you think it might help you rest better.." (d)
Julian Monroe
He had rolled away from her, away from the light to correct himself on the bed, but her voice didn't stop. Her concern was well put, but he simply was at his edge as he rose upon his elbow to look at her, "What part of I'm tired do you not understand, Janice.? Jesus. You would drive a saint to drink with that mouth of yours." He would settle back on the pillow, closing his eyes again to drown out the light. "Its constant. Can you turn it off for five minutes? I don't care what you do just so long as you are quiet while you do it." (d
Janice Viscreed
He received his wish. The brush paused in her hair as the face in the mirror registered a mixture of pain with that of understanding. She did talk too much and his annoyance was easy to stir. Yes, that was it. All of the other things they had gone on about why should that dig more when he had dug harder in Spain? Perhaps it was because he was always seeking her out, always wanting her near him that now after their blissful weeks of it she had forgotten even she could be an irratant. She said nothing more, merely brushing her hair in a silence so instant, so startling that it was uncharacteristic. In that same silence she rose only to undo all the aimless work of brushing by going out on to the balcony. Was god annoyed too? The sky was bunching again, thickening in gray to match the color of her dress. As she admonished herself not to take it so serverely she would not even cry aloud, or shed tears.One part of her constant stubbornness was indignant, but the rest of it..only wished to please him (d)
Julian Monroe
In the moment he hadn't realized he was being so cruel, but the second he did he would rise from the bed taking the quilt with him. Sleep would not come when he felt the other half of his heart breaking outside the doors. Careful not to let the fabric drag he would wrap the quilt around his shoulders so that it would open in the front to take her into them. Her cool skin against his burning flesh was soothing, but nothing like how soft her skin felt. "I'm sorry," He whispered with closed eyes against her ear, "I shouldn't have said that, I'm just tired, love." He kissed her neck as he pulled her back against him. (d
Janice Viscreed
She was pricked, but hadn't considered him without cause. It was merely a shock like cold water poured over one who sat unsuspecting in a chair. She hadn't expected to hear the doors open to the balcony and wouldn't have had his voice not reached her. Why was he so quick to apologize? I'm done hurting you.. he'd told her. She shut her eyes, letting the sound of his voice be a shield all around her, his kiss to her neck always seemed to seal all agreeancesor ideas. She wrapped is arms around her, quilt and all. Such perfect love expressed in silence, one that told him he was forgiven. When she finally did say something she whispered, "I know. I love you." She turned around in his arms to look up at his eyes, those tired, painful looking orbs where sight was held. Standing on her tiptoes she kissed his forehead. No cat unto a serpent slaying, but a small woman with angel's wings leaving an unseen mark of 'JM' to mark her place on him in one kiss. (d)
(1*) Liber Razielis Archangeli